Mission: Imfreakingpossible

So apparently not only am I supposed to survive this season of life I'm in without killing myself or others, but I'm supposed to do it with joy, unto God, finding Him as my portion. Oh, and I'm also supposed to raise a Godly family, be a great dad and husband and be involved in the church.  How the hell am I supposed to do that! I am so frustrated right now. I want to walk in righteousness, but frankly it's impossible. I can't do it, not the way God wants me to do it. He doesn't just want me to do what he says, He wants me to do it cheerfully, with my focus on Him, loving and enjoying Him in all circumstances. Maybe you're nodding because you missed that last part. I said ALL CIRCUMSTANCES. I know right? Who can even do that? The man who walks in that kind of peace could move mountains. Maybe that's the point, for it to be impossible. If we could do this without God, we wouldn't be human, would we?