I looked in the mirror today, and did't like what I saw. It's not that I'm fat, but I am becoming pudgy. I know this is supposed to be about my spiritual journey, but it's just one more area that I'm dissatisfied. I hate the fact that I'm no longer in top shape.
If I were to read this, I would think, "What a baby, if you don't like your life, change it!" I know right? You know what's sad? I have almost no motivation to actually make a change. Serious change requires sacrifice, and I don't want to make any more sacrifices. I make enough for my family and my job. So when I don't have to make sacrifices for them I don't want to do anything. For example, I'm fatter than I want to be, have been for some time. What have I done about it? Nothing. I'm not as focused on pursuing God as I want to be. What have I done? Nothing, only a weak attempt at starting a bible reading plan.
As you can see, I need to snap out of it, fast.
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